I am insecure..

There are reasons why I feel insecure towards this relationship, There are way too many reasons why I feel fear despite having you around.. I fear you'd lie and betray me. I fear your actions are not equivalent to your words, I fear you'd leave me, again.. I fear you'd be taken away from me... I am insecure, love.. For I'm not as pretty as THEY are.. I'm insecure love, because you were with someone else while saying loving words to me.. I am insecure love, that your heart did change and you fall out of love of me... I am insecure, not just because I'm ugly and not outspoken, But I do not possess the quality of a wonderful woman and lover.. I can't seem to keep away this insecurity love, I just cannot... I wish I was a normal person, who'd love someone normally.. I wish love, that I could love you normally... Perhaps that way, I can embrace the real happiness though we may be far away from each other...