Long way...

For that love, I'm willing to stand up and walk, even if it is hard. I thought that once you leave me, I would stop loving you and I just wouldn't care whatever you're doing anymore. Yet, I am still looking for you, reaching for you. I still want you through all the pains you've given to me. Through all those hurtful words and rejection, I just put them aside for what I really care for is to have you back even if you don't love me anymore. I thought I'd have the strength to move on with my life but with that pain I realised that I just cannot live without you! I just feel weak without you.. For that love, I didn't know where I got the strength from. When all hopes and wishes were crashed to pieces, at the very day you threw me away.. I somehow managed to walk and walk even if I don't know why I'm still walking. I should've stopped but I don't. There's something ahead that seems to be waiting for me, just that now it's too blur for me to see. I somehow see you're that thing.. Even now it's not clear yet...