Why does the world keep turning? Your not here. Everyday I live in fear. Everything should stop including the clock. Time can't pass when your not here. Each day I wake feels like I'm out of place. I struggle to breath. Every movement feels like it may be the last. Mentally and physically I feel so much pain. Life is not the same. Every moment feels like all or nothing. I can't explain. Come back to me. I am the one. Don't overlook it. This is not the same. I tell them your not to blame. I love you the same. The hurt an the pain is all worth the gain. The gain of u. As I promised I'll stay true. Will you?

The pain is to great to bare. The feelings of despair I wish this was not broken beyond repair. I need you in my life until the earth stops turning. The sun stops burning. I need you right there. It is only fair to be with me until we find the deepest depths of the sea. Until the end of eternity we should always be. Your the other half of me without you there is no me. If only you could see. I will never tell you. You will never know. Without doing a thing you will be the reason to not let go. Each day that passes by I Realize more and more there is no way to settle this score. You and I will never be but I hide that from me. My life goes on each day as my mind tells my heart a lie that one day there will be a you and I, offer me some sympathy it's not my fault you are the reason. At least comfort me as I overcome the truth that she is the one you choose and there really is nothing I can do but to accept it and keep loving you the way I do.

Have to lay this love to rest. I have to stop putting it through the test. This is the final goodbye. For you I will no longer cry. Goodnight, goodbye, RIP, however you want to put it. I have to let go and let life take it's tole. Please forgive me for any hurt I have caused. I was driven by selfish motives. Trapped in a circle of regret. Your love is something I must forget. I'm closing the book on forever, the journey must end. I know this is not how we mapped it out. This love took a detour an ended at a dead end. Please forgive me your my best friend. Eternal pain is no more I have let go. The last moment together. Let me know this can never be, there will never be a you and me. Never cuts me deep it's what I could never swallow, what kept me from the leap. I will not dig this back up it's like an addiction. I must talk myself through each day. I'm going to inhale the new an exhale you. It's over and done the last song has been sung. Forever turned to never. The final string has been cut an now we both are free. It's coming to a close. I want to keep writing because I don't want to let u go....

I close my eyes and see you in my dreams and my desires. Even though we broke up you're still in my mind. My witness is my angel who guides me from above and makes me who I am a heartbroken fool in love. You were my friend then a lover who was with me when I was lost and shed your tears with passion of your soul and precious heart. But silly me I did not foresee it the expectation I could not give. Then you tried to forget it but your soul could not forgive. The major flaw in my heart who wishes a thousand times to share our passion once again before I close my eyes.

Wingless and broken, From the sky I had fallen. Now shackled and bound, These chains have kept me on the ground. Picked up from the depths of darkness, Raised from a pit that's bottomless. My heart locked away and chained, My soul withered and pained. To hold me as a king and keep me warm, To shelter me and keep me safe from the storm. You rescued my soul and promised to never be apart, You even broke the chains around my heart. To be with you is a blessing from the sky, Together with you I will always fly. I know that I'm rambling so forgive my behavior, It's just that I fell in love with the Goddess of a Savior!

Embalmed in a yearning blindness, I crawl through the crushing weight of the Moon's shivering debris To touch the oral darkness of your dream-shaped lips And You, my trembling Beloved, With those Eternal Pearls Gleaming in your eyes Make me suffer for your moaning Flames of Passion. In the tongue of raging surrender I cry out for your thrillingly articulate whispers: Oh Beloved, Pour the crystallized midnight Into these crimson veins Peel away the haunting memories And breathe, breathe in My unwritten poems Of three-dimensional Love And, as the branches of our exile Melts away the languorous distance Celtic pleasure of amorous muscles Escort me into the alcoves of your ebon domain, Where, out of the silent air Our stark nakedness Opens its jeweled petals To become a swaying garland Of the dripping universe There are no more voices anchoring us to reality, No foaming gaze escaping our heart beats Not a frosted echo parting us As my soul slowly dissolves into The burning mirror of your beauty This is the never fleeting moment where You and I merge This is Life's Big Bang, where Us begun...

Luminously I sealed my love inside a shattered heart expired from its former fate and threats to rip apart Abandoning all security I take a broken chance collect all the dismembered pieces of a long forgotten man Perhaps four score years ago upon a summers night the stars danced upon our love and I found you in this life Embracing the inexplicable against our many odds we will dance through eternity and give our Thanks to God Blessings of this holy day of which God hath ordained my long lost forgotten man perhaps we'll meet again

You thought I'd never fix myself, And pick the pieces from the floor. But baby, you were wrong again, Just like you have been before. You'd thought I might fall down, And that time, yes, you were right. But I wasn't down for that long, For all that I loved, I had to fight. Thank you for helping me realise, That waiting for love doesn't matter. There are better things in the world, That won't end in pieces or clatter. You taught me all the little things, Like how to hold on when I fall apart. All good things must come to an end, But, you taught me how to fix my heart.

After all of the fallen pieces, Of my poorly broken heart. You only ever held me down; Always, Often from the start. I loved the thought of you, And thought nothing better. But, we never choose to realise, What we need to remember. I didn't know you that well, Yet, I fell in love too soon. You never held me to the sun, Or even close enough to you. You always pushed me away, So, I forced to blame myself. Why would I put it all on you, When I didn't like myself? You wouldn't hold my hand, Instead, you broke my heart. I had no say in the matter, Because it was me falling apart. But, I've come to a conclusion, That it's not your fault or mine. We both had made a mistake, And I will mend myself in time.

Let me fill your empty spaces, let me mend your broken heart. let me gather up the pieces, of your life thats fell apart. let me be the one you call, when your hurting deep inside. let me be the one to wipe your tears, when you cant help but break down and cry. let me be the one to guide you, when you no longer know your way. let me be your comforting words, when you dont know what more to say. let me be your strength, when your too weak to even see. let me be your air, when you feel you can no longer breath. let me be the exception, when you feel you've had enough. and when your strong and ready, let me be the one you love

Something about early dawn Met by stretch and sleepy yawn, That tells me, as I look around Being alone causes me to frown. Pretend that you are lying there, Would you know how much I care? Wonder, if you'd care to know The ache that says, I love you so. Still, I see you in a day dream Me the coffee, you the cream; And if by chance, we should meet Me the coffee, you the sweet; Fun to ponder, figure out whatzup Me the coffee, you the cup; Time flies and I'll be out of tune Me the coffee, you the spoon.

Like an angel, you sing to me. Your sweet lyrics, make my heart skip a beat. Like an angel, you dance with me. Twirling ever so elegantly, around my room. Like an angel, you whisper to me. Soft vows, of only the very deepest love. Like an angel, you talk to me. And I hang on, every single word you say. You are like an angel, with the way you love me.

Give me your sorrows, give me your tears. Give me your pain, give me your fears. Give me your happiness, give me your dreams. Give me your strengths, give me your everything. You sucked me in, you made me fall. If you give me your everything, I'll give you my all.

I have reason and lack the rhyme To bring about the ways of life, For all that lives, reason lies, For all that love, rhyme lives, Teach me love, for love hasn't taught me. Teach me love, for life goes not without. Show me the color of love, with that Iâ ��ll paint the picture, The picture of us. this was written by an amazing man/friend who wishes for his name to not be revealed

You make my heart throb, you make my heart lie. I tried to ask my self the reasons why. Love. Love is the reason for all my pain. Love is why it always rains, You save a place in your heart, but it never gets filled. You look for your love, And you think you failed. But then you realize, You had love all this time. You don't realize you once had love until you've lost it. You feel as though there is nothing left, To fill the space of your regrets. But when you find love again, You feel like you're in heaven, You feel the emotions of one another, And you feel like there will be no other. You find your love once again, And tell them, I love you.

Love is when you care about someone so deeply that you feel as though you would die without them. They are always on your mind and no matter how hard you try you canâ ��t get them out of your head. Taking a bullet would be less painful than getting rejected by the one you love. Love is sweet, but love is not simple. Love is something that always lasts or it never existed. Love is one of the few things that canâ ��t be expressed by words; it must be expressed by itself. You never know that you have loved until you lost it and lastly, love has its ups and downs; but thatâ ��s what keeps it going.

The snow, it falls through rain clouds As the atmosphere breaks and mends. The coffee stains, they define us now While we crack to meet the ends. Now the egg shells walk upon us, Trying not to break upon our form. And the Greeks begin to weep again, To find the calm before the storm. Your eyes, they shine a subtle light It warms me right down to the bone, While I rip the hair from my own head, And disconnect my heart from stone. Here alone, you hold me against you, "Speaking stories about god and love. Do not speak unless you know," I say, Finding happiness is only a warm gun. Your eyes, they are the simple bullets, That could rip right through my chest. "The heart is only a muscle," you say, Though it is not one I can put to rest. We are left here to fulfill a prophecy, Where the Kodak lays down to sleep. And we rot alone in our indifference, Though mine was always yours to keep.

So softly you spoke the words to me, like a pattern through your heart. and i sit here to collect the pieces, and to sew them back apart. your lips, they speak the secrets, of a love that's far to lost. with wires that have withered, and tampered with the cost. i walk alone to remember you, your subtle shades of blue. i stepped back to connect the dots, of the maze we now call you. you left me with a ribcage, tattered out and torn. i left you with a song of lust, and threw your matter out with scorn. now lips of grace have grazed us, with a pighead for a tongue. it ripped right through the stubble, and left a song yet to be sung. i held your head for hours, took you like a book out on a shelf. i tried to regret the present, to remember your best self. alone i stand here waiting, with grass stains on my knees. forget to remember the present, as i sit and watch you bleed. and the smile that now taunts me, it tilts toward these windmills. sending out in all directs, like the oil that you spilled. and i swallowed it so pleasantly, tasting the blood between my teeth. you waited this out quietly, as you left the best of me. though five clocks state the right time, i can feel it in my blood. you have no home here anymore, like a calm left out to flood. forget the present notions, or the time the clocks now state. i burned your name into the ground, and i reached to touch your face. now here we are like swallows, broken with our best friends. who left the light on willingly, so we could sit here and pretend. i watched from my post quietly, as i left the you i knew. i turned the light off silently, drowning out the color blue.

How emotional has the creator made love to be? the love of the world is vanity, but the love of you gives me the world; you look more like the Elysian Angel,so ' seraphic'; you give breath yo my breath in times of sorrows; the smiles on your face gives a healing joy to my heart; your love makes me insomnia that i don't want to lose you; you are an epitome of beauty, in you i see the beauty of my feature. I wish to die in your hands, reunion with you in the next world, 'shangri-la' will be our place, were we will make the Elysian Angels our guard.

By the spell of Eros, I have lusted Blinded by these demons most of my days. Tempted by pleasures, I am disgusted Not just by myself, but by wicked ways Wondering is my passion beneath me, Or can my desire ever rise above Anything sensual you may bequeath me As a passing gesture of your dying love. Ah flesh and blood needs flesh and blood, indeed The magic in your smile, the thunder in your kiss. Heavenly bodies, just an earthly need As sinners are often overcome by this. Your fine beauty makes my whole world go round, Take my heart, soul ,and mind, I am spell bound.