Tears on my Pillow Tears on my pillow Fall from my face Where have I landed myself In this dark place I wake up from a night Of what I used to call fun Always in a daze Always on the run My reflection has changed Dramatically this year It seems like all thats left Is drugs and fear All hours of the day I shoot and nod out I love it I hate it I have the need to shout My body is bruised My soul is broke My mind is clouded With drama and smoke I can't remember yesterday I hate tomorrow Today is smothered In pain and sorrow I am alive But I feel dead Dark angels surround me As I lay in my bed I lay here dying slowly Tears streaming from my eyes Drugs are my comfort They keep me alive..