Reminiscing 2015

Hi all, Since today will be the last day of 2015, why don't we share reminisce some events in our lives that are worth remembering...

As for me, First and foremost, I'm sure everyone knew this already, is that I am a mother now. I didn't know it'd happen this year though as all the while in the past when mentioning 2015, I thought something bad was going to happen to me, like I'd die or something like that. Who would've known that in this year I've become a mother, to a wonderful baby - the baby I conceived from the man I truly love. He is both my poison and my cure... Also this year, since my little Luke is a preemie, I then got to learn more about premature babies. Before this I never bothered about these premature babies. My relatives did not have any problematic conceiving history. So it came as a surprised to me that I delivered my baby way too early from the expected due date. It was very tough, still is, being a parent of preemies. I must be observant towards him, such as I found myself checking if he was breathing when he was sleeping - still doing this really, and I get constantly worried if I notice something bad, like if I notice him vomiting a lot, if he seems weak etc... Another best thing that happened this year was when I went for a holiday in singapore with the man I love. It was a beautiful holiday, I miss those days. I wish I could go for a holiday again with him... And of course him visiting Brunei again some time in April this year...

Well I feel that too many bad things happened to me this year... Like I didn't get the job I desired. I went for several written tests, interviews etc. Yet my luck wasn't so good What really got me down was that some time in August I got shortlisted for a 3 day assessment from a telecom company in Brunei, the only telecom company in Brunei, and I failed that. I got so depressed because, being very competitive, I just couldn't believe that I lost the battle to my friend - who I felt was more or less has the same capability as me. But now I understand that she's more talented than me. And I'm no one compared to her. I got sick after knowing I failed to get in the job Another sad thing was that I had to face the truth that I had to give birth way too early from my EDD, and had to deal with premature babies pressure. All because I failed to appreciate my pregnancy. :/. Before that I had to stay in the hospital for a month, as according to the doctor I was having a high risk pregnancy.

This year 2015 will be remembered fondly by me for the travels I made and for finally becoming a father. It hasn't exactly been stress-free but it has been rewarding and a year in which I've truly gone places both geographically and in life.

I believe 2016 will be a better year for both of us in our work lives That just wasn't what 2015 was about.

Happy New Year to both of you and a happy baby All the best for 2016!!!