Late at night as i lay in
bed,
As many thoughts
rush through my head,
I think about the weak
and strong,
I question all the right
from wrong,
I wonder who could i
really be,
I think of what’s
gotten into me,
I hang out with the
entirely wrong crowd,
All these thoughts i
am thinking out loud,
What is this life i am
in?
My head is now
beginning to spin,
I pace my room
without a sound,
Walking in circles round
and round,
All these questions i
have to ask,
I can never finish a
single task,
My heart is beating
really fast,
Asking myself will this
really last
Nothing i do feels like
it’s right,
Even though i am very
bright,
Why does it feel this
way?,
The exact same thing
every day
So here i am thinking in
my head,
All the negative things
i’ve said,
This is not the real me,
It definitely cannot be
Sitting here thinking
for a while,
I find myself beginning
to smile,
All these emotions i
have to express,
Letting go of all this
stress,
Sitting here in the rain,
Feeling all of this pain,
Like a flower i begin to
wilt,
Holding onto all this
guilt,
While falling asleep i
begin to cry,
Thinking about how
hard i try,
As I am beginning to
find my way,
I think who am i today
Thinking about all the
nights i cried,
Holding all these
feelings inside,
Now getting all them
off my chest,
Doing good, only hoping
for the best,
My life is like a story
told,
My heart is something
that i hold,
It’s not something on
my sleeve,
As many things as i
achieve
I think about all the
positive things,
Hurt feels like a big bee
sting,
Life isn’t something I
can find in a tree,
It’s only what’s inside
of me
Late at night as i lay in
bed,
All these thoughts
rushing through my
head,
I no longer think about
the weak and strong,
Nor do i question the
right from wrong.
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Dnt feel sad
i understand
ur situation.
Nd i know u r so brave.
Be strong
try to refresh nd restart.
Life seems gud nd preety just we hv to change our views. . . . . .
God bless u.
