i hve feelings of lov 4 d guy i c , does he lov m 2 , wht does he think of m? i wish i could tell him he makes m whole, bt i am afraid to say whts deep in my soul , i dnt want 2 lose him , for i would b alone nd some days i jst cnt wait 2 hear his voice on d phone . he does certain things 2 make m feel loved , some days he wants to b alone nd my heart is shoved . i want 2 feel as though i m his safeguard , the one cme 2 whn things get hard . i will always b dere 2 help him along nd before w met . i wasn't as strong, i wish i could tell him wt i feel inside bt i m afraid of whats he'll say hw he'll act on d outside . . 
very true
