Tears on my Pillow
Tears on my pillow
Fall from my face
Where have I landed myself
In this dark place
I wake up from a night
Of what I used to call fun
Always in a daze
Always on the run
My reflection has changed
Dramatically this year
It seems like all thats left
Is drugs and fear
All hours of the day
I shoot and nod out
I love it I hate it
I have the need to shout
My body is bruised
My soul is broke
My mind is clouded
With drama and smoke
I can't remember yesterday
I hate tomorrow
Today is smothered
In pain and sorrow
I am alive
But I feel dead
Dark angels surround me
As I lay in my bed
I lay here dying slowly
Tears streaming from my eyes
Drugs are my comfort
They keep me alive..
was not so long ago u BROKE MY HEART into tears on my pillow 
