do Our lOve is meant to be??!??

Althoug i often dream of you, i stil have no idea, its raining outside which day is it today. But i don't know where you went... Although i have never doubted you, i still feel uneasy. Forgive me for doubting myself... I understand the love i want will spoil me. Like a little child who only knows how 2 be bad n ur arms.. The love you want is not just reliance, must be like a man even in a bad weather, leads a carefree life..