Sacrifice of my love

Y do we ned to hurt our heart b4 we fell inlove? Base on my xperience i was really inlove wth my bf but he wnts 2 hurt me..! Coz he realy knws that i love hm vry mch... aftr all i wll gve up 4 hm coz im so tired 2 fall inlov wth them! coz i knw he cn nevr love me..! even it so hurt 4 me i wll do my best 2 gve evrythng 2 be alrght.!..And now i hve a bf he s good and lovng! he gve me apportnity 2 strng and 2 desv it my past..Hopely he cn nevr change hs love wth me..