Am in a mess

Growing up 4 me was just dere,i mean like a triangle,4rm home-2 sch,4rm sch-tutorial clas-den bac home.borin life! I knw,dis went on tru out ma secondary sch.was nick name-sista act,.on one faithful day i met dis guy-journey of ma luv life:startin pt,he was al in all,neva met his kind,he gat al i ever dreamt of in a man.(was young n naive den) i realy lov him n pray 2 spend d rest of ma life wit him,afta a yr,i relocate n found anoda guy,he had al d quality ma ist guy had.dis guy showerd me wit luv,care,name it.(am talkin 2 much,)d pt is am in luv wit 2 guys genuinely n i dont knw wat 2 do.wel d former is out of d country n d latter wants me desperately. Help!!