I am lookin for the pieces of my broken heart Just wonderin from where should i start I have hurt the hearts of all my dears And now am tryin to wipe those frozen tears When will my eyes stop bleeding? My heart has now stopped pleading Seeking happiness for me is a sin As i see the face of defeat in front of me grin The strokes of those words made me dumb The tears that i drank made me numb The celebrations and joys are to me dreary Those moments of happiness now make me weary The flowers no longer seem to be smiling The symphony now seems to be whining The rain seems to be tears from the sky Every joyous thing in this world seems about to die Forlorn seems that beautiful dream Pain and defeat now runs in my blood stream In this moment of darkness alone i stand Just wishing someone could hold my hand