As for me, First and foremost, I'm sure everyone knew this already, is that I am a mother now. I didn't know it'd happen this year though as all the while in the past when mentioning 2015, I thought something bad was going to happen to me, like I'd die or something like that. Who would've known that in this year I've become a mother, to a wonderful baby - the baby I conceived from the man I truly love. He is both my poison and my cure... Also this year, since my little Luke is a preemie, I then got to learn more about premature babies. Before this I never bothered about these premature babies. My relatives did not have any problematic conceiving history. So it came as a surprised to me that I delivered my baby way too early from the expected due date. It was very tough, still is, being a parent of preemies. I must be observant towards him, such as I found myself checking if he was breathing when he was sleeping - still doing this really, and I get constantly worried if I notice something bad, like if I notice him vomiting a lot, if he seems weak etc... Another best thing that happened this year was when I went for a holiday in singapore with the man I love. It was a beautiful holiday, I miss those days. I wish I could go for a holiday again with him... And of course him visiting Brunei again some time in April this year...

Well I feel that too many bad things happened to me this year... Like I didn't get the job I desired. I went for several written tests, interviews etc. Yet my luck wasn't so good What really got me down was that some time in August I got shortlisted for a 3 day assessment from a telecom company in Brunei, the only telecom company in Brunei, and I failed that. I got so depressed because, being very competitive, I just couldn't believe that I lost the battle to my friend - who I felt was more or less has the same capability as me. But now I understand that she's more talented than me. And I'm no one compared to her. I got sick after knowing I failed to get in the job Another sad thing was that I had to face the truth that I had to give birth way too early from my EDD, and had to deal with premature babies pressure. All because I failed to appreciate my pregnancy. :/. Before that I had to stay in the hospital for a month, as according to the doctor I was having a high risk pregnancy.

This year 2015 will be remembered fondly by me for the travels I made and for finally becoming a father. It hasn't exactly been stress-free but it has been rewarding and a year in which I've truly gone places both geographically and in life.

I believe 2016 will be a better year for both of us in our work lives That just wasn't what 2015 was about.

Happy New Year to both of you and a happy baby All the best for 2016!!!