Currently I've been really really depressed that I forgot the memories I had with the man I really love, and I forgot to cherish the baby I'm carrying right now. This is mainly because I've been depressed about my job, and I have been depressed knowing some people got better jobs and better paid jobs in fact, while I didn't. Or haven't. At times I felt like screaming but then I still have faith in God that something good is waiting for me. And I should just cherish the time I had with Mr L... And be grateful with this bundle of joy I'm about to be having.

Be patient, everything will work out for you soon,even iv been down a not so good road quite some time but faith and a little bit courage picked me up...

Never to lose faith in god..everyone faces down fall, jst keep going.

I have no memory of anything good happened to me. I guess good times are forgotten easily and bad days always sear the memory. I'm feeling down right now, and I can tell it's hard to see the sun when it's raining heavily.

i've been pregnant. And i wasnt even pregnant with a man i truly loved. But i cherished every kick. Every rib that felt like its being shoved up my lungs. Heartburn from hell. Puking hourly for months. The list of cherished discomfort is endless. You need to see someone Yuni. Depression in pregnancy is normal to some extent. Not this level of depression.

As I keep telling you sayang, I really believe good things await you in the coming year I know how important your career is to you and I'm sure you will get the better job or promotion you deserve. And I will play my part to help you achieve that as well

No I was neVer that depressed. I just want to wish you good luck with your pregnancy. Look well after yourself and your little angle. I believe everything will work out good and that you will find a good paying job. All the best.