All i can say is; To lose your father, is sad and heartsore. To lose your mom, is to lose half of yourself. No words of consolation, can ever fill the void and sense of loss felt upon the loss of one's mother. It is a lonely path which you have to traverse ALONE! However well meant the words and condolences of family and friends might be, it ca not ever impenetrate the very special bond between yourself and your mom. I empathise with your great tragic loss,
@eeprom, and wish you a peaceful, healing recovery and acceptance of such a devastating tragedy. May you find consolance in the knowledge that your mom is looking out for you, and smiling upon you from where she will await your arrival.