miss u , sad
sarita.dash 2014/01/05 07:14
preeti mujhse kuchh
kahna chahti thi aur usne
koshish bhi ki.. usne kaha
Rahul mujhe pata hain ki
maine tumko kafi hurt
kiya hai and i m sorry for
that.kya ham dubara
pahle jaise nahin rah
sakte ..???
maine us bat ko ignore kar
diya aur usko kuchh reply
nahin diya .. kahta bhi
kiya 4 saal pahle mujhe
doctor ne batya tha ki
mujhe cancer ka problem
ho raha hai par abhi intial
stage mein hai to cure ho
jayega par maine doctor
ki bat ko ignore kar diya
aur kabhi dubara us
doctor ke pass nahin gaya
par abhi kuchh mahine
pahle ek din mujhe kafi tej
stomach mein pain hua to
mujhe doctor ke pass
jaana pada aur doctor ne
vo kaha jo main kabhi
nahin sunna chahta tha
doctor ne kaha ki aapka
cancer final stage mein aa
chuka hain and you are
almost at the end part of
your life
mere kuchh samaj nahin
aa raha tha ki ab main kya
karunkabhi man karta ki
suicide kar lun par phir
main nahin chahta tha ki
meri family aur mere dost
mere liye pareshan ho
especially preeti the
person I love the most in
this whole world. jisko
abhi tak es baare mein
kuchh bhi maloom nahin
tha aur naa hi main usko
kuchh batana chahta tha,
isiliye maine usse juth kah
diya ki main usse break-up
karna chahta hun kyunki
main kisi aur ladki ko
pasand karta hun, mujhe
bhi bahut bura lag raha
tha par 3 saal ka pyar ko
end karne ka aur koi
option bhi to nahin tha..
Khair ham donon train se
uske stop mein pauche
jahan maine ek auto wale
ko preeti ko uske ghar
chodne ke liye
kaha.main bhi andar se
ro raha tha, main preeti
se kabhi bhi alag nahin
hona chahta tha because i
love her very much par
kisi tarah maine apne
aasun roke aur usko auto
mein bithya aur aakhiri
baar take care bye
kaha
vo abhi bhi kuchh kahna
chahti thi par maine naa
chate hue bhi usko igonre
kar diya aur usko jaane ke
liye kaha aur finally us
barish wale din ke baad
ham kabhi nahin mile aur
shayad kabhi nahin
milenge.but i always
have a true love for her
and always willi love
you preeti
tumhen sad dekh kar main
bhi ro raha tha par barish
ke pani ke saath shayad
mere aansu ka pata nahi
chal raha tha , main bhi
utna hi sad tha jitni ki
tum , maine bhi tumko
kabhi khona nahin chahta
tha, maine bhi tumse vo
sab baten karna chahta
tha jo tum kahna chahti
thi par shayad nahin kah
paya .I will always love
you preeti.!! RAHUL
.
aaj ek saal baad jab mujhe
Rahul ki yah diary mili to
mujhe pata chala ki how
much Rahul loved me
rahul jo ab is duniya se ja
chuka hai aur main preeti
jo aaj rahul ki diary pad
rahi hun aur uske bina
akeli mahsoos kar rahi
hunI love you too
rahul.!! PREETI