sometimes i hate my pessimism it results in hesitism and i get caught in a circle that circulates through my mind i take a breath and concentrate make sure my emotions don't instigate a decision i might regret or suffer for down the line why do my words pause with hesitation is it my overactive imagination that constant fear of the future and what will happen to me i'm uncomfortable having so much emotion and i don't know where i got that notion why can't it be more simple it's my only insecurity sometimes i feel so inundated is it really that complicated of course it isn't but i've created a monster in my mind happiness is all that matters i say nice things not just to flatter you you know i mean it you're someone not easy to find so where do all these thoughts leave me i'm not sure but in the end i'm happy happy to be the one to share these thoughts with you i hope my doubts don't complicate things nor go overboard and start to cling but everything will be fine because you feel the same way too