Sometimes late at night for no apparent reason i would go out driving in the empty streets and highways , pull my car window down and feel the chill on my face for a bit... eat out alone in a 24 hr restaurant afterwards staring into the darkness.... or i would returned home... lay on the roof, get my telescope out, & just stare into the night sky for hour.. There is somthing about the night that is so fascinating and mesmerizing to me that i cannot explain.... that no matter how much fun i have with my friends and family and how tired i am after a long day with everyone & everything that i'm doing in my life..... the night will never fail to attract me to fall into her arms & just lay there in her embrace..... I have a history of depression & this habit scares the crap outta my family & friends.... but strangely it is doing a positive effect on my mood... If the night is a woman... i would've fallen deeply in love with her.... she dont have to say a word, i'll keep coming to her.... she dont have to wear any makeup, she'll still be the most beautiful..... she dont have to call, i'll be there with her..... she dont have a name, i'll call her my love..... I may be in daylight, she'll still be in my heart & mind.... & every night i'll fall into her arms.... & without saying a word, she'll sing a thousand love song for me..... & i'll fall in love with her all over again & again.... Crap!!! I need to get a new hobby!