I woke up today, asking God, 'God, why is this happening to me? Why did you take him away? Why did you erase his feelings for me? Why? If you have better plan for me, then what is it? Is it so special that I have to empty my hands to make a space for it? Why God, why...?' Why is he only dropping by, but not staying? Why didn't you make him stay with me? Why am I just a place of 'stopover', and not a place for him to stay? Why? God, if you had better plans for me, then why did you let me know him? When you can complete this love story? Why did you let me encounter him, and let me make this mistake... God.., I am talking to you now... Because every day is a torture to me...