I must've lost my mind when I told you to leave. I must've been insane when I told you that I was gonna be okay without you. I know you would still leave even if I told you not to, but at least I won't be in this crazy agony of missing you and in such rage of myself for not at least try to stop you from leaving. Now I miss you so much and it hurts quite a hell. I must've been so sick that I thought I was gonna be okay without you. I must've had a mental breakdown when I kissed you good bye and waved with a smile. Because I miss you now and I can't stop it. I miss you now and I can't help it. I miss you, Love, please come back now and hold me.