6/7/2011 I don't know how it started.. I have become a very vengeful person. I am full of hatred and I am just way too vengeful and rude. And I harass and insult others, just for the peace of my mind... Really, I didn't know how it started. I have become a racist, I stereotype and I am prejudiced. And I judge- because of one person's mistake, I started to judge all of her kinds for having the same attitudes. I broke up the frienship, that I once used to worship. And I hurt them, just for the peace of mind. I can't explain myself literally. And here when I'm writing this, I don't think it's right to say what I really feel. Why I did what I did. It is just too complicated... I just need someone to understand how it feels to be me. How it feels to love someone so obsessively and possessively like I do...