. Yesterday, i saw her glance a little while. She was gorgeous and pleasing as always. She smiled then gradualy, disappeared. Seconds later, i felt like im being heavy, tired and unknowingly suffering of a thing that seems unusual. I took a deep breath. I try to close my eyes and suddenly, tears flowed down to my face. I cant feel anything, i cant tel if im sad or lonely. Weak or perished. Then things started to vanished, like a rubber melting from fire. And there i was, kneeling, irrevocably crying holding a picture of a girl, in front of a buried coffin.