why am I so desperately searching for things uncertain,have I not been convinced enough that the world is unkind,what am I searching for that which I cannot find,or maybe im searching in the wrong direction?guide me through this labyrinth that confounds my feeble mind,I'd rather be a puppet with no control over my life cus it easier that way isn't it?every choice is a mistake waiting to be made,by those oblivious,every chance is a bluff,lets toss a coin and bet our hearts again,love is a gamble anyway,no one truthful ever wins,love is a cheat,love is cheap,made by those who fake it and suffered by those deceived.