Dil kissi ki baat nahi sunta. It does wat it wants and we always give in to it. Feel like riiping my heart out cuz isne muje bohut thang karke rakha hai. Acha, bura kya hai, yeh kuch nai janta.. its ignorant to everything...itni bechaini, bakaraari, jazbaat ache nahi hote. Balke it is hazardous to the health. I feel sick to my stomach and lose all focus, lagta hai I have no life now. Nothing matters but that one person... a person who I will never be with... a person whose life path is seperate from mine. Sab kuch jaante hue bhi, my heart refuses to stop, refuses to do wat is rite, wat is logical...This is a situation which has so many twists and probs that it is impossible for anyone to understand... even I dont understand it fully myself. The only thing I understand is that rite now, nothing and noone is in my favor. Maybe it was at one time all in my favor, but it was short lived...khushi muje raas nahi aayi.