dis world iz cold.,real cold.Dy waz a tym wen i wasnt 'an almos happy gal' lyk i am nw.I waz suicidal at just 10.I overdosd on pills.Nt dangerus 1s.Jus paracetaml.Id lok myslf up inda bthrum n drink shampoo wich i learnd wud make me faint.I no i snd odd bt dn i waz serious.I cudn concntr8 in skool.My day at skool wud pas by prayn 'plz make uncl pik me up'bt no matta wot it waz alwayz hm.Evn lukn at hm made me shver.H waz tall,skinny nd heartles.Hd pik me up 1st 2 take advantg hd take me 2 sum fieldz nea my skool n sory i cnt manage 2 say da rest.It hurts.Wen hd gt finishd hd go bk n pik ma cusans up.Ad scream n cry n beg hm nt 2 hurt me bt hd jus say'i luv u dats y im duin dis ur special'huh.Dn i waz stupid kid.Nw i wish i din rememb al dis.My uncl usd 2 help me widy hme wrk n alsomy cusan sis(hz sistr)wed cum hme at 7.Hd b