I wna share my feelings ov hatred wid u bou my cusan bro huz 5yrz olda dan me.Yea mayb im selfish,nasty woteva u lyk.Bt i fukn h8 hm bd.H sexualy abusd me at 5 n rapd me at 10 n hz stil alive!Evn nw h sendz me sik letterz n trys gtn hold ov me bt ama big gal nw a cn handl it alone.Av bin thru it.Ama survivor.I'l neva 4gv.Neva.It kild.It stil kilz me.Kilz me dat my own mom cld me a'liar' n sd'shut up'.N a wnt thru da PAIN,HEARTBREAK al by maself bt u no wot i survivd no1 noz wo it reali feelz lyk until xperiencd.My mom luvs me i no bt sh tinks hs jus a gud guy.NOT.H NDZ 2 B KILD!h made me bleed with knifestrikin pain insyd n owt.Evn yestaday h sumhow gt hold ov my no so 2day i chngd it.Am cryn evn nw...I h8 my chldhud.Y did dis sht hapn 2me4?Nw am stukwid it n hm 4 wot seemz lyk 4eva...Plz dnt trust ppl.Tnx 4 readn dis x