Currently listening to Omarions Ice Box Maybe some of you guyz already knew what Im going through okay, for those who dont I will just make the story short I am now living on my own, I moved out from my parents home for some reason that I dont wanna share here Anyway, I am now a receptionist and a customer care rep. at one resort somewhere in northern Luzon, I thought I really can make it on my own, not after what happened few days back. I was confined at the hospital cuz theyre suspecting me of having an influenza a(h1n1) virus. I really hate being confined at the hospital, and after what happened few days ago it just made me hated it so much more I was alone at the hospital, and no family or friends who dare to visit me. I was at the hospital for about four days, the loooongest four days of my life. I felt so alone, it hurt so much that my family isnt there for me, I miss em so much, I miss my little brother thurr who always tease me, I miss my brother Jhay-R who thinks Im the most snobbish lady in the world, I miss my sister who hates me(yes, she hates me), I miss my mom and all the yummy pastries she bakes, and my dad(hes in Malaysia) who always been there for me and who believe in me so so much. Ooh and I miss my two naughty puppies, Sanji and Chance. It hurt so much that Im sooo far away from them The pain is intolerable. I love my family so much. I wanna go home now, but I just cant I hope they knew what Ive been through I wish Oh anyway, I dont have an influenza a, twas just an ordinary flu-smirking-