I don't know if you care to read this or not.. But I hope when you read this you will realise how important and dear you are to me.. You mean a lot, your love to me, your warm, your understanding, your trust in me.. I really cannot let that go easily.. Nor do I can tolerate you turning your back against me.. I know I did something bad but your understanding and trust are all I need. If you could feel how I feel perhaps you could understand me better.. It is too bad you are far away, I cannot lean on your shoulders to weigh down my pain that I have been feeling for so long.. If I could, I would see you and show you how important and dear you are to me.. I cannot lose you.. I really can't.. We've only known for a short time, not even a year, but you mean a lot to me already.. I wish I could do anything to have you back, and to have your love back.. You know who you are.. Mahal kita ate.. This one is for you.. -cry-