I was in the middle of healing process right now. I could say that, i dont regrets anything. I just do my best to be a good and faithful fiancee for almost 3years but i knew it. This could be happen. A capital Q keep bothering me for almost a year. How can really long distance relationship survive. But well, not all. I think. I mean it. I made a mistake. I dont listen to him. I dont give him enough time or space to think many things. But its already done. Or just...maybe... Were not really meant for each other. But even though my heart still aching right now for what he did. He's forgiven already. No matter how really hurt it is. I'm trying my best to survive. Leaving those memories behind... A blog maybe could help. Its a better way to express your heartache. A friends advice is common. I think this could be helpful... For HEART i wanna thank you for all the good things you've shared with me. Thanks and goodbye.