"PAIN behind HAPPINESZ"

I am crying... Not in tearz, but in blood; Not in my eyez, but in my heart; Not physically, but emotionally... Bcoz evn though u see me laughing lyk there'z not tomorrow, U see me smiling a lot, U see me cracking crazy jokez... Believe me; I have scarz hn my heart, U may not see them or feel them but I swear, they ache more than u think, And they alwayz bleed evrytym I rmember How I got them