Allah you open up my eyes.. by Zaarah_jasmin 2015/02/24 00:42
Allah you open up my eyes..
Ever since i start wearing hijab, I will always thought myself to be a good muslim not just by the name but the one that practice the teaching of islam and the one that always obey Allah swt. The moment I cover my aurah i start thinking deep that covering myself with full muslimah attire is isn't enough, for doing a good deeds that bring us closer to Allah is always not enough we must keep doing good to reach ourselves into jannah.
My heart pounded every time i look at the Al quran i took it and take a closer look at it, but i could not read it and it sadden me and make me panic, i start questioning myself about death. What would i ever do if death come to me and what deeds that could save me at the afterlife..? My eyes start pouring tears and asking myself if Allah would forgive or not and i cannot stop crying like tomorrow is the last day of my life, that feelings open my heart entirely to learn how to recite the Al quran and follows the sunnah of the Prophet Muhammad, and from that day onward i made myself a promise that no matter what i had been through in the past i'll let it become as a memory a memory that will remind me everyday and to not to turn back into the darkness past, to start creating a far more brighter future as long as Allah granted me a long life I would never missed any chances to be always closer to HIM, for i have sinned and if Allah don't forgive me no one else would forgive me except him.
Thats when i have decided to bring all my sisters to study about Islam because i don't want them to become astray without the guidance of Islam. May Allah grant us goodness and keep us all protected in this life and the hereafter. Aamiin.
Allah you open up my eyes..
Ever since i start wearing hijab, I will always thought myself to be a good muslim not just by the name but the one that practice the teaching of islam and the one that always obey Allah swt. The moment I cover my aurah i start thinking deep that covering myself with full muslimah attire is isn't enough, for doing a good deeds that bring us closer to Allah is always not enough we must keep doing good to reach ourselves into jannah.
My heart pounded every time i look at the Al quran i took it and take a closer look at it, but i could not read it and it sadden me and make me panic, i start questioning myself about death. What would i ever do if death come to me and what deeds that could save me at the afterlife..? My eyes start pouring tears and asking myself if Allah would forgive or not and i cannot stop crying like tomorrow is the last day of my life, that feelings open my heart entirely to learn how to recite the Al quran and follows the sunnah of the Prophet Muhammad, and from that day onward i made myself a promise that no matter what i had been through in the past i'll let it become as a memory a memory that will remind me everyday and to not to turn back into the darkness past, to start creating a far more brighter future as long as Allah granted me a long life I would never missed any chances to be always closer to HIM, for i have sinned and if Allah don't forgive me no one else would forgive me except him.
Thats when i have decided to bring all my sisters to study about Islam because i don't want them to become astray without the guidance of Islam. May Allah grant us goodness and keep us all protected in this life and the hereafter. Aamiin.
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