my childhood sweetheart by SONIC 2014/06/16 16:38
Before I ask for help with my problem, I probablyshould tell you
thestory behind.
long back,in 2002-2003......in almost all vacations i used to go n stay in
my aunt's house which is 20 km away from my home...and the above
mentioned sweetheart was my aunt's neighbour(at dat time she was not a
sweetheart for me...just friend)..her name is aparna..we were both 8 or
9 yrs old dat time...though we dont openly call each other boyfriend and
girlfriend..we just did like one another..she had been my first ever
girlfriend and the longest while remained frnd(2001 -2003)...we had a lots
of
fun...played a lot ...plucked mangoes and had it together...played a lot in
small streams...had fishing together.....she even gave me many expensive
toys frm her own collection on knowing my toys craze...I
know that I must sound like a psychotic wing-nut, or that I am simply too
young to feel this way and perhaps you think I am
being overly dramatic, but that's just not the case.
our intimacy deepened day by day.
after 2003..I have been changed to another school...and on vaccations I
was forced by my parents to engage in other extra curricular and related
classes in holyday seasons....so,it was difficult for me to go my aunts
home on holydays...on 2006 I got selected in Jnv entrance test and was
admitted in navodaya which is a residential school where the holyday
patterns are totally different...eventhough I got some small vacations I
ddnt visited my aunts home...instead I go to my grandma's home where so
many children are there to play wid me...and gradually I started leaving
behing those memmories wid my sweetheart and my life changed to
another scenario...new friends..new circle...all new...but still she was there
some where deep in my heart.
years passed by...2007,2008,2009,2010,2011,,...joined new college ....2
yrs over....and now..2014..im 19 yrs old now.in that short period,certain
small disputes where there in between my family and my aunts family...so
my visit to there was totally restricted by my parents eventhough my aunt
called me for enjoying vacation there.
last week,when I arrived home after my exams ,i found my aunt
there ....she was there for inviting us for her daughter's engagement....and
I was so happy in the intention dat, when I go for function,I could meet
my sweetheart who is my aunt's neighbour.smile.and that function was
yesterday-june 15 -2014.
I was so nervous yesterday morning becoz,u knw ...im going to meet my
sweet heart
after a long 10 years.
I woke up early yesterday(very unusual case )..first,I prayed 5 mins
bcz I was tensed whether she will recognize me or not...or even if she
recognized she wud bother to talk to me or not...any way...I had my bath
n wash, groomed myself much more than usual...sprayed 2 or 3 different
perfumes .lol.alast reached my aunt's home after several years.
nostalgia....nostalgia....full of nostalgia.....those mango trees...little
streams...meadows was still there untouched...I dont know how to express
that feeling.smile. I saw my sweetheart's house there bt ddnt gone there ....I just
sit on a
chair in my aunts home where the function take place in the intension that
she will come there
Before I ask for help with my problem, I probablyshould tell you
thestory behind.
long back,in 2002-2003......in almost all vacations i used to go n stay in
my aunt's house which is 20 km away from my home...and the above
mentioned sweetheart was my aunt's neighbour(at dat time she was not a
sweetheart for me...just friend)..her name is aparna..we were both 8 or
9 yrs old dat time...though we dont openly call each other boyfriend and
girlfriend..we just did like one another..she had been my first ever
girlfriend and the longest while remained frnd(2001 -2003)...we had a lots
of
fun...played a lot ...plucked mangoes and had it together...played a lot in
small streams...had fishing together.....she even gave me many expensive
toys frm her own collection on knowing my toys craze...I
know that I must sound like a psychotic wing-nut, or that I am simply too
young to feel this way and perhaps you think I am
being overly dramatic, but that's just not the case.
our intimacy deepened day by day.
after 2003..I have been changed to another school...and on vaccations I
was forced by my parents to engage in other extra curricular and related
classes in holyday seasons....so,it was difficult for me to go my aunts
home on holydays...on 2006 I got selected in Jnv entrance test and was
admitted in navodaya which is a residential school where the holyday
patterns are totally different...eventhough I got some small vacations I
ddnt visited my aunts home...instead I go to my grandma's home where so
many children are there to play wid me...and gradually I started leaving
behing those memmories wid my sweetheart and my life changed to
another scenario...new friends..new circle...all new...but still she was there
some where deep in my heart.
years passed by...2007,2008,2009,2010,2011,,...joined new college ....2
yrs over....and now..2014..im 19 yrs old now.in that short period,certain
small disputes where there in between my family and my aunts family...so
my visit to there was totally restricted by my parents eventhough my aunt
called me for enjoying vacation there.
last week,when I arrived home after my exams ,i found my aunt
there ....she was there for inviting us for her daughter's engagement....and
I was so happy in the intention dat, when I go for function,I could meet
my sweetheart who is my aunt's neighbour.smile.and that function was
yesterday-june 15 -2014.
I was so nervous yesterday morning becoz,u knw ...im going to meet my
sweet heart
after a long 10 years.
I woke up early yesterday(very unusual case )..first,I prayed 5 mins
bcz I was tensed whether she will recognize me or not...or even if she
recognized she wud bother to talk to me or not...any way...I had my bath
n wash, groomed myself much more than usual...sprayed 2 or 3 different
perfumes .lol.alast reached my aunt's home after several years.
nostalgia....nostalgia....full of nostalgia.....those mango trees...little
streams...meadows was still there untouched...I dont know how to express
that feeling.smile. I saw my sweetheart's house there bt ddnt gone there ....I just
sit on a
chair in my aunts home where the function take place in the intension that
she will come there
SONIC 2014/06/16 16:53
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NAASH 2014/06/17 02:51
Your story reminds me the old Mammooty film/movie AZHAKIYA RAVANAN not bad
Thanks for shareng this. And continue your story because 2wap members they never watch malayalam movie
Your story reminds me the old Mammooty film/movie AZHAKIYA RAVANAN not bad
Thanks for shareng this. And continue your story because 2wap members they never watch malayalam movie
SONIC 2014/06/17 07:10
Quote: NAASH: Your story reminds me the old Mammooty film/movie AZHAKIYA RAVANAN not bad Thanks for shareng this. And continue your story because 2wap members they never watch malayalam movie
the funniest thing is that I have not seen dat movie...just heard its name only....n this thing I posted here is not a story....its what actually happened in my life ....god promise
Thanks for shareng this. And continue your story because 2wap members they never watch malayalam movie
SONIC 2014/06/22 09:44
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