* hurt *

* hurt * by Swt.Raaz 2014/01/07 20:09
My heart still hurts,
and causes me pain,
I wish I could just see him
again,
I thought we would be
together,
from now till forever,
but something took that
away,
now I had to start my own
days,
but why am I still stuck
carrying the pain,
I thought the pain was
over
till I spoke of your name
now it's all back to haunt
me again
I still hold the memories
of you and I
why oh why did we have
to fight
we were both young
but I thought it was true
love
but then you had to turn
to those damn drugs
they tore us apart
and caused us both pain
do you ever wish you
could hold me again?
now it's too late
now it's all gone
because now we both
chose to move on.
do you ever wonder
do you still care
do you ever shed tears,
I didn't I was being strong
that's how I learned to
move on
but now it's back to haunt
me
and I realize I still care
I wish I could turn back all
the years
and make you stop
and make you listen
and make you see
that you were meant to
only be with me.
we use to laugh
we use to love
we use to be close as a
dove
now everyone will see
why I hate drugs
they cause problems
they cause pain
gosh I wish you could see
me once again
I love to laugh
I love to love
gosh all I wanted was
your sweet hugs
but now my heart is
squished like a bug
once again the pain has
risen
now I have to get it back
to hidden
please take care in what
ever you do
but please always know
that I did love you..