My heart still hurts, and causes me pain, I wish I could just see him again, I thought we would be together, from now till forever, but something took that away, now I had to start my own days, but why am I still stuck carrying the pain, I thought the pain was over till I spoke of your name now it's all back to haunt me again I still hold the memories of you and I why oh why did we have to fight we were both young but I thought it was true love but then you had to turn to those damn drugs they tore us apart and caused us both pain do you ever wish you could hold me again? now it's too late now it's all gone because now we both chose to move on. do you ever wonder do you still care do you ever shed tears, I didn't I was being strong that's how I learned to move on but now it's back to haunt me and I realize I still care I wish I could turn back all the years and make you stop and make you listen and make you see that you were meant to only be with me. we use to laugh we use to love we use to be close as a dove now everyone will see why I hate drugs they cause problems they cause pain gosh I wish you could see me once again I love to laugh I love to love gosh all I wanted was your sweet hugs but now my heart is squished like a bug once again the pain has risen now I have to get it back to hidden please take care in what ever you do but please always know that I did love you..