Lost my true love by Dragon358 2012/12/17 06:56
I lost my true love, I don't know how many souls can relate to me. She is everything that I've ever wanted. All of my life I thought I already know what love is. But she showed me awhole new meaning of love.
I can kiss her for hours, timeseems to stop when I'm with her, we can talk for countless hours, her soul seems to be connected to me, I can easily understand what she feels, I can easily know what is on her mind. We can just stay in bed and make love for hours and forget the whole world. I made love to her more than anyone else in my life. Making love to her even three times a day seems so easy and it's such a pure joy. We make love with our body and soul.
I just love everything about her, her hair is perfect, the smell of her porcelain skin, her green eyes that changes to gray when there's a bit of lights. Her hands fits perfectly to my hands when we hold each other. Her face is the most beautiful that I have ever seen, when she looks at me, I can see through her soul. I can see how much she loves me. I just love her in so many ways.
It started with a kiss, and after we kissed, I even dream about it, We are together everyday yet evenin my sleep I'm still dreaming about her. I swear I never felt connected so much with someone my whole life. When I hug her I feel I have in my arms everything that I need.
I want to be with her but we met at the wrong time of my life, I want to give up everything that I have but It will hurt the people that I love. I chose not to hurt the people I love over her at theend, I chose to let her go in order for me to stop hurting her, I chose to be dead inside so she can have her life back. How I wish that my life is not complicated so I can be happy, so we can be happy.
It's been years but I swear there was never a day that I did not think of her, I said to my self that if I just forget her for a day may be I can start to move on, but it never happened. Each day of my life I still remember her, anything seems to remind of her. I am dead inside and she is the only one who can bring back the life inside of me. My life seems perfect from the outside, but my heart is just totally missing, she took it with her when she left. I had many chances to bring her back in my arms but I chose what seems to be right in the sight of everyone. I chose not to hurt others, I chose to forget myself, I chose to let go of my true love so she can have a new life, I hope she will be happy even without me. But as for me I know I will just spend the rest of my life reminiscing our time together and imagining what could have been if I chose my own happiness over the happiness of others...
AKASH-786 2012/12/17 10:19
I also lost my love....
KingFISHER 2012/12/17 07:07
If it is possible to you that u can bring her back then you should try.
Kingaadi 2012/12/17 08:25
Sorry is not just a word to say... Its a expression 2 express 4 a unfortunate event dat experienced.
chezBEE 2012/12/17 10:28
you did the right thing man! setting her free to let her find her own happiness and peace is great act.
black_tear 2012/12/17 12:21
I'm sorry but you did wrong and you made a mistake..You should never sacrifice your own happiness for the sake of others and their happiness, because they all have someone who makes them happy, and you hurt two people in this story, your love and yourself. And why?Because you tried to please others and that my friend is mission impossible, you will never be able to please others.
Meer@.gupta 2012/12/22 08:32
Quote: KingFISHER: If it is possible to you that u can bring her back then you should try.
try.

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